HAIYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorrie... feeling a bit high though there are quite a few things on my mind... If u guys out there haven't caught news about the latest happenings in my life, let me tell ya all...
I sent my laptop (my 2 mth old baby) to the NUS comp centre to fix a VPN problem. This wonderful, marvellous, unprecedented thing had to happen. To me. THEY LOST MY LAPTOP!!!
It's under ivestigation now and i WILL DEMAND for a full 101% compensation if they're not able to find it. So now i'm stuck with BFG's baby which weighs an amazing 1 tonne- this huge IBM. **SIGHZ**
Yeah... that was not just news for the day. It's news of the month/yr/decade. Ok, bye for now... pray that they'll find my baby! By the way, it's name is Fujitsu Liuer Er ling (6220). Sorrie for the need for crutches/wheelchair. Bye guys!


Gillianwrote.
7:36 PM

I'm writing again... and this time i'm happie!!! Concert today was good... though in ticketing, i don't feel that i've contributed as much or that i' really part of it all...
I'm an actress wannabe, a singer wannbe, but an everything cannotbe. *sighz* My talents, if any at all, are so limited! Ok, there i go again, rambling on abt my weaknesses. Shudup, gil...
I'm supposed to be happy... am i? Oh well... That's life ain't it?
"Religion is the opiate of the masses." Karl Marx. True, but religion is more than an opiate... more than comfort, more than just solace... Religion is reality that helps us, guides us, gives us hope and a new perspective.
I realized something... everyone(or most pple, i think) don't know exactly what their unconciousness holds... perhaps the unconscious is their true self while the conscious (as in 'put in conscious effort') is not... it's just how we try to shape ourselves to fit what we deem worth amending in our lives, social and otherwise.
Just some thoughts...



Gillianwrote.
1:29 AM

Ok, so screw my life... Everything's just making me depressed, especially that one thing. No one really knows what it is, and don't anyone ask. It's kinda personal. Worldly ideologies and judgement i just can't stand! Can't even do work without thinkin of all this crap.
My life is a huge, gigantic mess, but no one knows... yah, i dowanna talk abt this... i'm hoping and praying that these things will just come to pass, that everything will be ok again...

Cry me a river... that's no use... or rather, cry myself an ocean. *pooh* Father, Father help us send some guidance from above... people got me questionin' where is the love? wadeva...

sorry for myself? maybe. is it wrong? maybe. who cares?? i do. shucks. Screw me!!!

Don't forsake me though i've turned down the wrong path... i want to go back to the lighte path but something's not letting me and i just can't get it off me... can clear the way... can't stop coz my conscience can't stop bugging me. Is it my conscience? maybe.


Gillianwrote.
1:07 AM

Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs