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Saturday, January 08, 2005

Dedicated to victims & families hurt by the tsunamis:

For sure I will be lonely again
The last 15th day of th second month;
Though immune I should be
For it has been so all my life.

Self-pity fills me,
My heart, anyway;
But my head it tells me:
Only for a day.

For thousands across,
Their loneliness will last
The rest of their lives.
For love they have lost...

The insignificance of my trouble!
Their hope popped
Like a bubble.
How could I have thought that??

my minute understanding
of what their lives must be now.
t e a r s consume my eyes
like w a t e r their l i v e s . . .

Written by: Gillian Goh
8-Jan-2005

Gillianwrote.
9:44 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Ok, 5 mins before new yr day ends. I want this year to be spirit-filled and i'm praying for God to really touch me in such a manner that I can NEVER ever doubt His existence, His love, His power. New year resolutions? Well, i wanna put God first and in the center of everything that i do, including studies, and of course I'll have to do my best before God can do the rest.
I must take my leadership training seriously. Memorize the memory verses that i'm supposed to, read what i am supposed to. I do have something to push me to do that- Kenny Tan running after me with a hammer/bible/boxing glove. Haha... Really must learn how to teach coz i can't, for nuts, at the moment.
A new year, not a new start, but a better one. Life is short. Gotta life it up, for God, for myself and for the ones whom i care for. Time is running out.

Matthew 24
verse 4: Jesus answered, "Watch out that no one deceives you.
verse 5: For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,' and will deceive many.
verse 6: You will hear of wars and rumours of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come.
verse 7: Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakesin various places.
verse 8: All these are the beginning of birth pains.

It's so scary how real the bible is. How applicable to our present lives even though it was written sooooooo many years ago. We must feel a sense of urgency... we must pray, we must save souls.

There is this urge in me to write this in my blog. This is, afterall, what i feel, what i believe. May hearts be touched by this. If what is happening is not real enough, I don't know what is.

Gillianwrote.
11:55 PM