I'm up at 5+ in the morning coz i'm not going to let those stoopid mosquitoes get me anymore. Actually, i think they've sucked me dry. Sheesh. At the moment i have 3 lumps on my face (huge ones, at that) and several all over my body. AARRRRGGGHHH.....
Why do they love me so much when i detest them like anything?? I HATE mosquitoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall 'fumigate'my room in a while. Call me a saddist or wadeva, but seeing the new Baygon (or is it Shieldtox) advert makes me wanna jump and clap with glee. The one where a gazillion mosquitoes die and land on the ground, letting the woman sweep them all up. ahhh... Makes me wanna buy the insecticide too.
At this point, i'm worried about my grendma, worried about my Father, worried bout my parents' finances (kinda). Looking at my grandma and my father can make my heart ache. *sigh* Life is so so so precious. My brother was in Phuket just a week back, and look what happened a few days ago. I thank God for seeing my brother through and for not letting anything untoward happen to my bro, although i know that of it is His will, He will. Still, He provides comfort, shelter, strength. Some pple die for the spiritual lives of others. As in, they die leaving behind pple who see their strength in God, who see their changed personality in God. Perhaps... if there were no suffering on earth, there would be no compassion and no feelings of being blessed. The world would then be stagnant, unfeeling. No sadness, no sense of relief.
Alright... enough of the dark stuff... Was happy to see my JC clique again. Same time, same place on 23rd Dec 2005, yeah?? Then again, wemight meet during the long vacation. One more exciting piece of news: I HAVE A MOGU CUSHION!!!!!!!!! My orange flauwer. Hee... *cuddle* Ok, so act cute. Haha... but i love it! Thanks u 2!! Christmas was ok, though i wish someone was here. Haha/// there i go again. OK, tata, adios, au revoir!


Gillianwrote.
5:32 AM

Today, or rather ysterdae was fun! Went to nette's house for a lunch thingy. Got my mogu finally........... Heehee... Fantabulous! Ate a lot.
Then ay nite, i went to my cousin's house. Met quite a few of his friends. All nice pple... easy-going, open pple (unlike me, tho i try to be). Francis, G-Jo (how do u spell/say it??), Cheryl (who i've met at the RH play), Sharon (cheryl's couz), Paddie and Gerard. Felt a little odd/uneasy and alone, but it changed after a while. Thanks u guys!
Party at my cousin's place really made the day feel like christmas... Livelier, warmer, friendlier... *sighs with satisfaction*
Didn't get a lot of presents... i love surprises, gifts etc... i'm a romantic, what to do? Still, this christmas was a gd one, in a weird and unusual way. Perhaps i've found Christmas after all... perhaps it has been here. Perhaps it has always been entrenched someplace in me tho i have to dig it up. There is truly a joy in giving tho i shall not pretend to be politically/socially correct and i say i fell absolutely ok when i don't receive. I'm not perfect... nope...
Christmas is my fav time of the year... where pple suddenly have a spirit, a heart a soul; not souless beings moving ard with programmed mind of their own barely struggling to keep alive . Commercialialized as it is, as long as some pple keep the true meaning of christmas engraved in their hearts, everything will be as deeply felt as it was and is. God is the center of it all and so He shall be always, i pray. Sincerity is what God seeks and is in fact what everyone seeks in relationships, friendships. God bless to all and Merry Christmas!


Gillianwrote.
1:26 AM

Ok, pple have been telling me to update my blog again. Speedlight camp just ended 2 days ago. I feel this need to get close to God once more, to know His heart, to know Him so well that i can hear His calling, His voice, His guidance. All those Christians reading my blog, pray for me.
I just visited Germ at KK hospital. Poor gurl removed her appendix and is craving for choc, ice-cream and sleep! Think she'll do fine.
Smthg's going wrong with my grandma... i dunno what exactly... dunno if she's going senile, dunno if she's going 'away'... i'm scared coz she ain't saved yet. Dunno how to bring her to Christ.
Life is sad, but He is here to provide comfort.
Went out with the TJ clique todae. Ate Swensen's, like last yr and i think we're gonna do the same thing next yr! Haha... Remind me. Fun though. Went xmas shopping ystrday with nette and my sis. Not bad. Have a sense of accomplishment. Like the cute little piggy i got for my cousin from action city. Oh well... u've gotaa like the things u buy, most of the time.
Ok, got lotza stuff i need to do b4 i slp tonite. Tmr's Christmas eve already! Yay!! But results coming out soon. Pray for me again! Haiz... kk.. tata!


Gillianwrote.
11:40 PM

Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs