Ok, here i am updating my blog again... my journal entries now seem to be minimal coz i dun bring it to hall. Oh well... i think i shd write in my journal too. Well, Vday's in one day... kinda. Feel a little like crap still but at least i've got friends. Thank God for friends!!!

Going out with hillie after my 2PM-4PM LECTURE (irritated), Then after that, i'm going to "Poetry Slam" by Word Forward at the Marriott. Hope it's gonna be fun... Sounds pretty interesting. Never really gone to an event like this before, so it shall be the first. KK sure has a billion and one openings and links! Way to go, DJ!

Haiz... but well... SOMEONE doesn't seem too interested in spending time with me... or am i just selfish? Dun understand problems pple face? *sigh* I feel that i've become a little spoilt recently... want pple to pamper me... but... am i selfish or have i become more sensible? I really can't think of what to think(see...) and nowadays, even listening to love songs coz me to feel sad and depressed and after tt, disgusted at myself. Like where's the independent woman? The girl who doesn't care? The girl who can do everything by herself? *blueh*

Yeah... this has all made me dependent on something i feel i can't take to always be there, physically, at least. Or do i choose to be dependent? To want to lean on something after 19 years? To be so sick and tired of living the independent way and trying (or even being successful at) to be someone who can do everythg on my own?

Questions are all i have... no answers whatsoever. Am i supposed to just go on with stuff, not caring abt anything? I don't think so, but t's what i'm doing at the moment coz i haven't the slightest idea of what to do.
Right... i shall end here. End... this entry and...

Gillianwrote.
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Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs