I feel much much much MUCH MUCH cleaner now. No one could have guess what happened to me! ME!!! Why me???!!! *sigh* Thing was that i wasn't even angry. I was sympathetic...
On the train back to hall (clementi), i was reading my notes. Managed to get a seat coz it was quite empty at Simei. The seats beside me were empty then someone sat on my left then right. After a while, the person on my left got off, then this guy holding some plastic bags with stuff inside, came and sat there. He seemed a bit weird... bent to the right looking out the other side, fidgeting, not being able to sit still. Then i smelt a grapey smell. Hmm... I just carried on with reading my econs notes. Then he took out his hankey... flicked it ( i was getting a bit irritated), then he brought it to his mouth and vomitted!!!!!!! And guess what? U got it! It happily spilled on me... or rather, he couldn't cover his mouth properly and it... spilled on me...??? and my notes. UGH.
I took out tissue and wiped myself. There was a big patch on my shirt and there was some of the stuff on my hand. I wiped and i smelled of wine and... oh nvm... I got up after that and just stood up. One indian guy went to sit on my seat after a while, not knowing what happened. I wanted to warn him, but... ugh. I didn't... bad of me, i think... i dunno... but also kinda bad if i spoke infront of the drunkard. Oh well, i got off the train at clementi and took a cab back. What else was i supposed to do with a smelly patch on my shirt and a semi-disgusted look on my face?
Still, I am in awe at God's love... in me... I've always prayed for God to give me His love... for me to have His love. The last thoughts about that guy in my head were something like: bless him, Father... he probably has problems and got himself drunk. And coz he looked so tired and frolorn.... well, i just kept repeating in my head: bless him, bless him, bless him Lord...
Hmm... I'm not bragging abt myself. Really... i'm just... amazed at what God does. Either God is amazing or i'm not human. Imagine if he sat next to an ah lian. hmmm........................ Oh well, he sat next to a gil-LIAN. Hahaha... corny. Haiz... i did feel a bit angry when i got out of the taxi (waste money and i felt so disgusted), but i asked God to take away the anger and told myself it wasn't his fault. It wasn't on purpose what... Yah.. Haiz... God loves to test me. I do wonder why. Oh well, need to study. Tata.

Gillianwrote.
10:36 PM

Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs