It's 4.05am. Yeah... and i'm up! Terrible me. I'd better not screw up my bio clock (aka circadian system). I just came back from engine not too long ago and fed a couple of mosquitoes. One of them was particularly hungry... probably mugging and hungry at night, like me. Hahaha... Fine... 15 days to the start of exams and i haven't progressed yet. Like my new msn nick: "Contract pending for brain to accept: work for the next month and get 3 months' leave". Haha... Oh well... what can i say. Let me write down what i intend to do during my holidays besides RHOC.

1) Read Victor Frankel
2) Read Sigmund Freud
3) Read a christian book (perhaps God Chasers)
4) Revise PL 1101E (such a gd mod, that)
5) Go to all the fantastic places in NUS at night (now i've found a place with a super good view in engine...*dreamy* i think it's faz's or WAS faz's fav spot. He said they built some stupid building that blocked some of the scenery)
6) Go someplace for a holiday. Maybe M'sia coz it's near, maybe Thailand... or just go on ONE holiday with my family, prob to Melbourne or smthg...
7) Watch LOTR and other movies that pple claim i have to watch
8) Shop with friends!
9) Get a life.

Haiz... when it's exam period, one just feels like doing everything. That's why i decided to write in my blog the stuff i wanna do after exams... so i won't forget. Yep.

Thoughts: I am so susceptible to thinking of stupid things whenever there's a nice song playing or there's beautiful scenery or stuff like that. I really don't know what my life will bring though i know that i have to make many decisions for myself, i will definitely make them by looking at things from a spiritual point of view. Hope i am strong enough, good enough.

Oh... and i started leading cell with Lewis. I know i love the kids already. Darn. But i'm not close to them yet. Don't know how to teach them, don't know if they like me, don't know if they'll respect me and obey me. Blueh... new challenges are always tough ones. Living life through decisions which u made and because of that, sacrificing many things... that's always tough and always will be.
Sometimes, i wonder if i make the right decisions in life. If there really is a right and wrong decision... or is it that whatever u choose, as long as not obviously wrong (where choices just lead u to a yet another rock in life's river) it is how u respond and ur attitude in hat circumstance. Hmm... am i making sense here? If i'm not, it means i'm too tired. If i am... wow.

Ok, i NEED sleep. Not that i can't stay up for longer, but i think i really should sleep. Nitey nitez!

Gillianwrote.
4:06 AM

Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
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All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs