I'm ok now... Wasn't ok a few hours back. Was in cell group listening to Lewis when i felt sick. I don't really know how to define the sick feeling, but i think i wanted to vomit. It was like there's something stuck somewhere in your body and it can't come out (no... not from the bottom...). I dunno... i felt uncomfortable and broke out in sweat... cold sweat, i believe... I went out to rest on a chair after i went to the toilet. Got myself a cup of water (thank gdness golden pines has a water dispenser) and slouched in the chair. Really. I couldn't sit up. Pangs of pain in my tummy, felt something stuck, felt like vomiting and i think at times felt like fainting or needing to close my eyes to keep conscious. It was terrible.

Darren's cell group ended 1st... everyone knew i wasn't ok... said i looked terribly pale. Darren prayed for me before he left. Then Saloam. Then my cell group ended. I think everyone was wondering where i was. My little members... the girls were all concerned. They just hung around, not knowing what to do... but i was so grateful for their concern... And Joshua.. my little Joshua poured me a cup of water with the help of some other guys (he didn't see mine). So sweet... was so touched. Just a little gesture. Love that little angel. Jeanette the new girl... today was her 1st day with us and she had to see her leader like that. But she's so sweet also. Haiz... Love them so much. But some of the guys who walked past me broke my heart. *sigh* Guess they were too eager to go for lunch. Oh well...

I called my dad and he came to pick me up after i went to the toilet halfway while Lewis was praying for me coz i really felt like vomit was coming. Staggered to the car. Laid down at the back and drove home. Transfered myself, with the help of dad, to the couch and just slept.
I'm still alive!!! Haha... Dad said he kinda thought i was going to die. He said my lips were black and white (like a dead person's) and that i was pale. I wonder where my blood went to...
Hmm... i recall the same incident on another Sunday last year (i think). Equally bad or worse. Nic was there that time. Don't know if it is spiritual attack... but last year, there wasn't much of reasin for it to be that. I don't know. Just thank God that i'm alive and ask him to show me the reason for this in the future...

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Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs