Hello again Blog...
Long time no see. Or type.
Life has been... hmmm... so-so, i guess. For those of you who know about my grandma, pls pray. Other than that, well, i've been thinking. Ok, so what's new... But my path is so uncertain. I don't know what i'm going to do after my 3rd year as a psych student. I don't know if i ought to step down as a CGL in church, i don't know what the future holds for a lot of other stuff. I look back at my past and find myself so so so different. Mei mei, if u're reading this... haha... i'm sorry... I remember how i used to bully my sis. I was really bad man... Always wanted my way. Took her stuff, convinced her to give me her stuff. Yet, we played a lot together and had a lot of fun. Built houses out of pillows and cushions, played poor, played rich, played picnics, cooking, pretended we were mothers of our soft toys... and i lost my temper at her while playing wooden blocks. Hit daddy's girl with a block and her lip started bleeding. (Yes, of course i got into trouble). I thus conclude that children (at least a particular weird one) has really little concept of what love is.
Then i look at pri sch days, sec sch days... so young and naive. I remember the first time a guy called me and asked me to be his stead. (Mdm Adibah wld prob say: How much did he think he was gonna get this property for?) I got a shock of my life! Seriously, i thought the guy was mad. Haha... oh well... Remember the other guys... remember the other friends... some whom i've lost contact with, some who i still talk to once in a while. Remember how i was shunned during sec sch coz i was the goody-two-shoes, esp during lower sec. How i felt so lonely, yet i didn't want to be like those pple who broke the rules. Remember how i was in debate, choir, library... Remember how i was first in chinese calligraphy competition, road-race... how i was in chinese cross-talk (oh yes... shocking, huh...) and an MC for like a dozen events and had to wear a gold cheong sam for a chinese new yr one which i detested. And trying not to remember life in JC though the friends made it more bearable. Yes girls, i rmbr that humpty-dumpty balloon...
Nostalgia. Wahaha... I'm here now... and there's no turning back. Glad for where God has brought me and what He has brought me through. Oh well... till another time...

Gillianwrote.
11:40 PM

Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs