It's been a long time...

Was just talking to God about my subcomm... trying to pray for them... and i started with this "Lord, You know how much u love jon, the 2 jons and renkang..." then i stopped coz something asked me "Gil, do You know how much i love you?" *stunned*

Gil doesn't know how to answer... but i just knew i was loved... just knew that i'm not alone... that what problems i was bringing to Him, he already knew.

After leaders' meet/ council today... I just felt... i dunno really, what i was feeling. General mood was a little sad and disappointed. perhaps with my grades, perhaps with life in general and with the things i have to do and the responsibilities i seem to have to live up to.. and the song just came to me "Jesus take me as i am... i can come no other way.." Perhaps it was coz of rhazz... seeing pple with talents i don't have. I always wished i could sing... but my voice ain't angelic. I always wished i could act... and perhaps yesterday was God's test for me. I always wish i were smarter, and today God challenged me...
"Jesus take me as i am.." Jesus, love me as i am...
"I do Gil... u're the one who doesn't think i do... you're the one who thinks u need to be more than what you are before others love you."

Oh the love of my God.
"Jesus took me as i am, i came no other way..."

Labels: Jesus loves me... and He loves YOU

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Name: Gillian
Age: 23+
Work: at TOUCH Silent Club
Location: Singapore??

Interests: Sign lang, writing poems, reading, cycling, ice-skating & bowling(though not gd at them),hmm... loads more...

Likes: chocolate, soft toys, flowers(esp pink & white lilies),most animals, mee siam(haha), lotsa food, bubble tea, friends!!!, Schindler's List, Nanny Diaries..

Dislikes: raw onions, pig inerts, winter melon, brinjal, escargo, lotsa raw stuff, when pple don't keep their word, insects... etc etc

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All My Favorite Links::
Funtown e-cards
QuoteZ
GameZ
Orisinal Games
cute clips
pretty clothes!
Link 6


All My Main Links::
To my friends
Guestbook
Other Links


All My Friends who blog::
SaNdra
DaRyL
LynNeTte
CeYu
HiLLiyaH
GLaDys
GerMaiSe
Kenny Tan
Kiang Khiang
JEaNne
NisHita
RaCheL
JoN LeonG
YaNcHanG
RenKaNg
fLaggY(Yong Qi)
RHCF

Things that can cheer me up at least 95% of the time:
1) Chocolate
2) Bubble tea
3) Looking at the sea
4) doing fun things i've never done in my life, esp with good friends
5) a certain someone with intials Y.C.



WISH LIST:

~mogu cushion... the yellow star..? I want 100, rmbr?
Mogu


~mildly scented perfume

~bags - for sch and for going out

~clothes

~precious thoughts figurine *blink blink*

~black pants? or some kinda long pants...

~my friends!!!


~Christian book: "John Sung"

~mp3?? hmm...


~Christian books... think i want the book of bible promises

~ Christian CDs